[edit] faith. i don't believe in alot of things many ppl believe in. and yet i believe in things that not many ppl believe in. haha.

there's nothing an episode of grey's can't cure.

i miss mel. her unwavering support and faith in me. gives me the guts to do anything. i love this sister of mine so dearly. its a horrible feeling to be so far away from her, and only be able to see her in 6 months time.

there's this horrible cold sucking feeling inside of me. i don't like it. but i can't quite get rid of it. [/edit]

your amazing lack of tact just floors me.

fuck. i just have this cold sinking feeling inside me.

i just want to hide away now

its almost 3 weeks. nothing from you. not a sound. i read you like a book, but you either don't understand me at all, or perhaps you pretend not to see anything. oh whatever. i think i'm past all that now. i don't feel anger. just a detached ______.